Most of my day was spent working with a colleague from 9 am to 5 pm. I was a little tired this morning, because my cock woke me up twice last night (once at 2am and once at 4am) getting hard in its cage. On the way home, I stopped and purchased my diapers, as required. It was very humiliating, I made sure to go to a store where I wouldn't know anyone or run into people. I am incredibly embarrassed by even having them here.
Tonight I have been working on some site programming and feeling very jittery because my cock keeps tingling. When I feel this way normally I would masturbate, but I am unable to even touch myself. Writing this now is making me feel very frustrated, thinking of you. It has been very hard to stay away from pornography. I have been chatting with some friends on IM, but I have not looked at anything on the TV or the computer, though I am constantly tempted. Every time I think about it and what you are denying me, it makes the frustration grow. I feel ashamed of my addiction and controlled by you completely.
I am getting waves of frustration and I get affected very easily if a cute girl walks by or watching TV or even the news.
I also wanted to say that yesterday, our session was really really good for me. Apart from everything else, you taught me how to be a better submissive. And for that I am very grateful.
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