Friday, October 17, 2008

Journal Entry

Another long day of work. Although today I had two unusual experiences. One was getting waves of frustration out of the blue during the day, finding it nearly impossible to hold still and being completely unable to relieve any of the tingling in my cock. The other thing that happened was that the frustration, which I am used to feeling in small, but intense, waves is lasting much much longer now. Sometimes 40 minutes to a hour.

I have managed to avoid porn again today.

After work and after I wrote you, I put on my diaper. I am assuming that is what you want me to do with them. If not, I will stop wearing them immediately.

I am thinking of you constantly, distracted in my thoughts, which keep wandering back to you, replaying small parts of our session over and over in my head. Without thinking about them, they just pop into my thoughts. Our conversation at the beginning, watching you on the chair with the tape. Smelling you while you smothered me when I was bound. So many powerful thoughts and feelings.

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