Today was much better than last night. I managed to get quite a bit of work done and was able to focus better than I have been in a while. My cock is still pretty much tingling all the time and I am not really getting used to it.
One of the effects of not looking at porn has been that my thoughts are constantly returning to Ms Sterling, thinking of our session and wondering what she will do to me next week. It is only a few days away now and I am starting to get very anxious again.
I have been wearing diapers all the time now, but tomorrow will be a true test, as it will be my first day back to work wearing them. That has me very nervous.
I have also been fantasizing about Ms Sterling using my mouth to stuff humiliating and gross things in it to embarrass me. I still think about to her sitting me down, looking me in the eye and shaming me about my needs and fetishes. That conversation, like so much of last week's session, continues to work on me.
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